After the show and after a quick refreshment, Kanna-sensei was back with us chatting and talking about rope, kink and sex. My lucky star continued to shine on me, and Nawashi Kanna himself offered to tie me. Honored and happy, I settled myself down on the tatami.Still wrapped up in the emotions evoked by the show (when Kanraku-san started sobbing, I had to control my own tears), I was quickly lost into Kanna-Sensei's world and seeing for the first time from the inside what I've had witnessed from the outside, made me appreciate even more the depth of his skills and his rope.He arranged my hands in his signatory open hands, each finger wrapped, tie and I did not realized until I had it on me how the fact that the hands cannot be closed amplifies the sense of vulnerability. He then pulled me up standing on my toes, and turning my back to the remaining viewer, he spanked lightly and rhytmically my ass, making me wiggle and giggle at the same time. Each time I would open my eyes, he would be there, in front of me, staring into mine, and I could not help but break in a silly huge grin feeling the reassurance from him warm smile.And I understood what I had previously glimpsed when the long eye to eye contact between him and Kanraku-san brough her from a happy blissful smile to a sobbing fearful cry: he will love you and pay attention to each minimal detail, listen to you and rearrange the hurtful rope or the unpleasant tie and even stop and give you a little break. But at the end, he will get what he wants: he'll love and torture you, and you'll suffer through it. For him.Totally lost and taken in by his heart/心, he had humbled me with a simple tie, and a gentle smile.
Alas it was time to go, and he started untying me. Still he never broke the contact, embracing me, holding each of my hand while continuing to untying the other, letting me feel all along that he was there, and I would not be abandoned.

The short time I had under his rope colored the memory of the intense show I had just witnessed, and the sheer intensity and depth of it sank in, blowing my mind and soul, bringing me a step further toward in my own journey of understanding of kimbaku. 

And with a heartfelt bow I thanked him and Kanraku-san for the honor I've been given to peek inside their world..

Authors: rida

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